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Live​/​Die

by Orphan

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1.
Lock 'N Load 03:18
Hands are shaky I don't believe in tomorrow Smile betraying The selfish heart in your hollow skin Lessons in time Our fates are defined By the victims we choose to kill The undying love For the strength of a gun The bullet is us Face is heavy The things you say are disgusting I am ready To get away from your filthy reaching hands Lessons in time Our fates are defined By the victims we choose to kill The undying love For the strength of a gun The bullet is us Lock one in a chamber Load the mag -- let's have some fun! The pressure, and the anger Did you wrong -- let's light 'em up! Lessons in time Our fates are defined By the victims we choose to kill The undying love For the strength of a gun The bullet is us
2.
Lay your head on the asphalt And dream of a comfy bed The skulls of a beautiful mo(u)rning Life; life is suffering A world where you're never save I'd ask someone for help but it's far too late All the poison that I take To keep my insane, oh it feels so great Sugar, don't cry The world was always a lie Close your eyes And say goodnight (Oh, how the world, it still turns And yet, I'm still here In the dust, and eating fear Heed the warning) Hold your breath; don't look back Save yourself from the guillotine track Take your death into your hands The pressure is bleeding I can't fucking stand it A world where you're never save I'd ask someone for help but it's far too late All the poison that I take To keep my insane, oh it feels so great Sugar, don't cry The world was always a lie Close your eyes And say goodnight (Oh, how the world, it still turns And yet, I'm still here Eating fear All I can do is) Say goodnight Sugar, don't cry The world was always a lie Close your eyes And say goodnight
3.
SERA 04:14
It's not my It's not, my, fault She made her choice I did all that I could, I did all that I should Is that all you need for absolution? Congratulations to the whole human race A girl died so you could save face Fucking snakes who think they're saints You're one of them People here are criminals They're killing in the shadows of The social ethos, they'll pity you But won't come to your When I heard you died I felt the jaws crush down on my, my heart Lessons from the dead: don't ever trust the world to come and save you She never had a chance in hell I never had a chance to see you before the end I never had a chance to sit At the side of your bed and say nothing's okay But I'm here anyway Congratulations to the whole human race People here are criminals They're killing in the shadows of The social ethos, they'll pity you But won't come to your When I heard you died I felt the jaws crush down on my, my heart Lessons from the dead: don't ever trust the world to come and save you She never had a chance in hell Fucking snakes who think they're snakes You're one of them When I heard you died I felt the jaws crush down on my, my heart Lessons from the dead: don't ever trust the world to come and save you She never had a chance in hell People here are criminals They're killing in the shadows of The social ethos, they'll pity you But won't come to your
4.
Djinn 03:51
Welcome to Hell Well, state sanctioned anyway They're taking you downtown, the fools Oh! The sins we commit in our rooms I can't walk for you But I'll carry you high For the love you put me through, I'll die I'm sorry I failed you Take my hand, who's hurting you Can you stand, can you breathe? Don't fade away from me now Genie Genie, what they did to you I'm sorry I failed you Take my hand, who's hurting you Can you stand, can you breathe? Don't fade away from me now Do you remember the binding on your wrists? Do you feel the pain any longer? Do you think of your father? Run, rabbit, run I'm sorry I failed you Take my hand, who's hurting you Can you stand, can you breathe? Don't fade away from me Genie
5.
I slip 'em on You slip 'em off Now I see black Polygon Sexy, doing a mobius strip, engage my energy, my rage Sit on my lap, ride the right angle You hold my heart and say "I love you" I can't see a thing, yeah sugar, so touch me I can't see a thing, so make me believe Touch my icy skin, make me feel safe I don't have a place to escape A zone of quiet uncertainty Come close and kiss my lips Black lipstick I'll savor it until next time I can't see a thing, yeah sugar, so touch me I can't see a thing, so make me believe Yeah sugar, my elegant slut I can't see a thing, so give me your Whispers among the cathedral I wrap my skin in the dark and I pray I pray I can't see a thing, yeah sugar, so touch me I can't see a thing, so make me believe Yeah sugar, my elegant slut I can't see a thing, so give it to me baby
6.
I am legendary Wreckage, the wreckage, the wreckage The pain the world brings, I want revenge Angels that've fallen still have their wings My broken body doesn't mean a thing Blackened by all of your actions "Trust me, it's for your own good" I want to hear more From behind your glass door If I'm a fiend, then a fiend I'll be If you take the kingdom away Is he still the king? Is his glory innate or was it all in the rings I don't need a fucking crown I am legendary Nowhere is safe, I'm never done, I'm never gonna get back home I wish I were dead, but the ride never ends I'm never gonna get back Get back I suffered a ten year murder Now all roads lead to hell Now all road lead, lead to hell If you take the kingdom away Is he still the king? Is his glory innate or was it all in the rings I don't need a fucking crown I am the warstead Greatness is in the blood that I've bled It ain't about success It's about how much you fight before you drop dead If you take the kingdom away Is he still the king? Is his glory innate or was it all in the rings I don't need a fucking crown I am legendary
7.
The faith in all of my anger is feasting on my bones The pain, the visceral pain of being so alone What is it that you want from me? Is my soul not enough? The horror that you all made me see Dead man walking in the sun Answer me Maybe I'm just scared of all my energy This place is so fucking cramped that I can hardly breathe What is it that you want from me? Is my soul not enough? The horror that you all made me see Dead man walking in the sun Death is calling, death is calling me home What is it that you want from me? Is my soul not enough? The horror that you all made me see Dead man walking in the sun Death is calling, death is calling me home
8.
The earth is filled with dread The leviathan is dead Cataclysm Timeline diverged The man you knew Is gone and dead, never to return For three long years, I couldn't say a word For three long years, my throat would choke me Truth was truthless Life was lifeless I feel the crack crack, of being torn asunder Silence is the most ruthless Ain't no going back Now it's chaos and calculations The earth is filled with dread The leviathan is dead I told you I had a crushing disease Last chance, last hope You said cold voiced "No, you don't" Straight to my fucking face For three long years, I couldn't say a word For three long years, my throat would choke me Truth was truthless Life was lifeless I feel the crack crack, of being torn asunder Silence is the most ruthless Ain't no going back Now it's chaos and calculations My whole skin burnt black You holding me over death "Don't let me go! Don't let me go!" But you shrugged With your eyes down low You said "No." And then you let go Well I'll tell you one last thing Your brother didn't deserve to die But you deserve him dead And you deserve me alive There's a time to end the war But first the bodies must be on the floor Would you look at that? I'm alive, and the body is on the floor Truth was truthless Life was lifeless I feel the crack crack, of being torn asunder Silence is the most ruthless Ain't no going back Now it's chaos and calculations
9.
All the intention Melts my complexion The scars of infection force the sun to stay high Take drowning lessons To ease the tension Baby you look fetchin' in the black fucking torn sky Amputate before it devours me Phantoms, hold me Leave me hollow Blessings from down below I don't want to feel Phantoms, chain me I will follow Throw me in the empty flow I don't want to feel I'm a desperator Desesperado Mass evader, saving the sorrow There's so much anger and I can't let it go Incinerate before it devours me Phantoms, hold me Leave me hollow Blessings from down below I don't want to feel Phantoms, chain me I will follow Throw me in the empty flow I don't want to feel Anymore There's nothing of value here Phantoms, hold me Leave me hollow Blessings from down below I don't want to feel Phantoms, chain me I will follow Throw me in the empty flow I don't want to feel Anymore
10.
Say my name It fell away with the mane The fame is the only place Safe for a blaze like me So I throw myself to the winds My old brain was fucking worthless I throw myself to the wolves My new guts will never do it I'm leaving the room Let go, let go, you're useless to yourself Get out, get out, man it ain't that had to tell Say my name Take me to the desert Slit my throat If I don't rise it was about fucking time So I throw myself to the winds My old brain was fucking worthless I throw myself to the wolves My new guts will never do it I'm leaving the room Let go, let go, you're useless to yourself Get out, get out, man it ain't that had to tell The calling of the wise men I will never heed again So I throw myself to the winds My old brain was fucking worthless I throw myself to the wolves My new guts will never do it Fall into the sky And let the great nothing rise.

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released November 3, 2017

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Orphan New York, New York

We are post-hardcore/rock from the empire state. Risen from the grave on Halloween 2017.

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